Time To Think~~~~

Did nothing but think today. Oh and enjoy today off from work. I did do some thinking on my life. I was reading blog and it had me thinking about my single state and wondering when I am going to meet my "Adam". Also, thinking about school and work. Today was think day. God may drop in my spirit about my gift and callings. So, research time. I really want better relationship with God. It time to Get Busy and Enjoy Life.

Brand New, the newness!!!!!

Ok, its been a year since I last blog and alot has happen. I was reading a blog on my weight 270lbs. I put I pick up twenty more pounds since then. I pick the picture of New Beginning because I am doing a new thing. I live in depression for a while and low self-esteem. I was killing myself everyday by not care about my health and future. Now, I am shifting into new beginnings. I let to much of my life past me by. It's my time to shine and I don't want to be in this state at 32yrs of age. SOOOOOO, what I am doing different this time. I started to go to counseling and work on these mental issue that I am having to deal with all these years. I keep letting my past run me and it time for to run it. I started focus on my weight and working out. Counting the cost on the food and watching what I am putting in my mouth. Spending time in God word and praying. Yes, I still face issue but I am not dwelling in the foolishness of it. Also, I notice that spending to much time on social media can bum you out. I started to compare my life to other people life. I was feeling like I was nothing. Facebook, Twitter and etc are fun to be on but waste of time. There are so much people who lost there self on it. There is not value to it. Trust me it is good platform for business, networking and good for meeting people. It is damage control on the mind and heart. Time to change and it starts today. IT'S MY TIME TO SHINE!!!!!!!!